of insomnia and other vices

what makes a man himself???
is it the way he lives... his deeds.....his pesonality...
i say nothing defines a man more than his vices.....
the very best things a man can do is defined as a vice..... the simple reason being that the best things in life are not good for health.... in the 1976 porno "Alice in Wonderland" Alice says that if it feels good, there is a good chance that its bad for you and is answered back that that if it feels good, then its good.... one helluva lesson to learn from a porn movie.....
Why do things that bring pleasure viewed as a sin??? is it the religion ??? i think thats right ( this opinion is not unrelated to the fact that i am listening to the song Bad Religion by Godsmack at this very moment).. still... everything that feels good is branded as a temptation offered by the Big Red Guy with horns who lives in Hell and is depicted as a charecter in a BDSM movie and by The Ravishing Liz Hurley in one occassion....
the very fact that the things branded as taboo is the most popular things in the world.... its just because the same reason that the instinct of a man is rebel to any rules....
the list of vices are endless... but lets just take the most famous of em...
DRUGS, SEX AND ROCK and ROLL.... and yeah... two out of three aint so bad...
well we'll start with smoking
when i say smokin u may include lighting the end of a white roughly cylinderical paper roll with herbal matter stuffed into it.....
the great plant nicotoina was the best thing that ever came out of discovering the americas..... the great tradition of smoking for peace was rampant among the Red Indians..... even now i say that one charecteristic that distinguish me from most of the lesser mortals around me is the ever lit cigarette on my lips.... most view it as a bad bad polluting thing but i'd say that its one thing that has been with me thru thick and thin.... i have mentioned about the role of cigarettes as a social lubricant in one of my previous posts.... It is a fact that in most of the places people finds friends with accordance to their smoking habits.... the varieties of smokers are as follows...
light social smoker
not bad a smoker
regular smoker
heavy smoker and
the good old steam engine.....
my parents are very particular about my smoking habits... they know i do it... but the secret is this
let ur parents know u smoke and drink, but never let them know how much..... this kinda keeps things in balance....
anyway i am not in a mood to sing ballads on smoking but all i say is that it is a great thing to do if u get used to it but there is always the long term ill effects...
well, who ever says to me to quit smoking citing all the ill effects i just say this...
we came into the world without our consent, so when I go, i'll go the way i please... i am just facilitating my death in the long term... if ur a wimp to do that i am not to blame...
that brings us to the next vice
Alcohol
to tell the truth, i am not a great fan of alcohol... but I dont hate it either.... I am okay with six to seven drinks in my system but after that i go haaaaayyzeeee......... the worst thing about drinkin is not the hangover, not the puking, not the fist fights
i'll tell you whats the worst thing... its when people think that they can do anything they want after a few inside... they drive around trying to avoid the safe paths.... i have more than a few friends who had gone through this and ended up waking up in hospitals and in rare cases in morgue, which is a sad fact... drink on but drink responsibly... i know i am not that good with preachin but sadly I had to say it....

the next one is the best SEX
i still dont know why sex is viewed as a taboo.... after all this is our primary aim in life... to procreate... all the rest are just collateral.... well i dont mind people sleeping around as long as they are doing it with ppl whom they have a connection with... but random sex is stupid and damn idiotic.... most of the guys think sleeping around will make them studs and popular.... wrong... ur just viewed as a cunt ... same goes with girls too.... sex for satisfaction is one thing but promiscuity is quite a different ball game and no pun intended..... whatever u do... hav safe sex... dont wanna see anymore ppl gettin VD or abortion or both

the second best vice is of course ROCK
this is more like a way of life.... very few understand it... even fewer can follow it.... I aint gonna try to explain it for the simple fact is that it can never be explained... it shud be experienced..


and u may ask why drag Insomnia into this???
its cos i realise that I am one.... tried to go to sleep six hours back at 22:00 hrs... its almost 05:00 hrs the enxt day and i have finished two movies, one 20's pack of classic milds and one crappy post.... and i am still not sleeping..... this is what the Planet did to me.... my biological clock is ass raped and mass fucked to hell... i dont sleep peacefully anymore... for sleepin i shud either be sloshed or shud be in my classroom with a prof tryin to "teach" management.... This is my new vice... the most dangerous of them all for it increases the hours of me bein awake..... this is generally bad for the world as i may write more crappy posts if i am awake....

anyway, yet again my laziness is comin to your rescue... I am tired of tapping this Fucking keyboard.... guess i'll be going backstage for now.... mebbe i'll be back sooner that either of us think....
Joker is Over but Not Out