Ente Pae pidicha chintakal

Kore kaalam kazhijaanu productivaayi keyboardil kai vekkan saadichatu..... cigarettinte ash okke tattikalanjappo ethaandu oru 90% keysum anangi tudangi... ini tirichuvaraam.... ithu matte kootara postukal pole alla..... jeevitham adichukittiya oru malayali youthinte niswaasangal aanu.... frustration moothu vattakunna pillerum , chill out cheytu marichu mental aaya mattoru teamum, pinne padittam maatram aanu jeevitham (read practical knowledge=0) ennu parayunna oru inam ( Ooombanmaar ennu omanapperu) ulla ore leading institute of management education stapanattile vidyartti aanu..... jeevithattine oru vazhikkethikkan naattukaaru pedapaadu pedunnu... oline kandappo feroz enna suhruthu oru link ayachu tannu... oru nalla Malayalam mix blog... sangathi ishtapettenkilum ferozinulla customery “ nee ithu varem nannayilla alle ??”enna upadeshashakalavum koduttu njanum ithu pole ezhuthum ennu paranju.... 10 devasam kazhijappola avasaram kittiyathu...

MBA ennal kuthiramutta viriyikkunnataaanennanu naattukaaru vicharikkunnatu... ee processiloode ponavarkke satyam ariyoo.... “manassu prakshubdamaanu enna oru postil Mathai( Mathew George. Aliyante thallakku vili kelkkattavar tiruvanthorattu koravaanu ) enne tag cheytappolanu sradhichatu... ente samaprayakkar kore ennam kettipoyi.... baaki ellam frustrated life nayikkunnathu... ivied akappettavar penpillere kaanathe mental aakunnu.... vaikathe nalla muttan anti social sociopath aakan ( Nitu’s words “nee oolampaarakku oru vaagdaanamaanedaa” ) potential ulla piller..... scarcity kaaranam “princess and Adimas” enna complex social phenomenayum njan witness cheytu kazhinju... life oru vidhattil nokkiya muttan comedy aanu.... kochuveluppankaalathu alarm vechu njetti onarnnu cigarette thappunnathode dinam aarambhikkunnu.... insomnia baadhichu alayunna njangal orangan thane 2 manikkooredukkum... Arun Sudheendran parayunna polatte ‘njetti urangunna’ concept serious aayi edukkenda oru samayam aayirikkunnu... etaayaalum class ennathu oru maaya aakunnu.... caselets and cases kunnu pole... class teernnu kittan onnum venda... nice aayi oranguka... allel productivaaayi time waste cheyyuka.... classil laptop torannu vechu poker kalikkumbolanu frontil Mandeep Sing irunnu GTA SanAndreas kalikkunathu kandathu.... pandu engineeringiu padichirunnapol kalichu pandaram adangiya oru game aayirunu....ellarum upari padanam allel joli ennu paranju kazhiyunnu... everyone changes.... changes inevitable aanu... adaptive cheytillel adichu kittum ennu poorna bodhyam vannappolanu MBA ennatinte soul entanennu manassilayathu.... athu manassilayal ithu oru cakewalk aanu.... first yearile pillere kanda ariyam enthoru enthusiasm aanennu... ivanmaar enthu moothu moothu oru vazhiyakumbo chelaru padikkum chelaru padikkilla.... jeevithattil experience kondu padikkathavan kaalakramena panadaram adangum ennathinu evidence thane undallo.. (Unknown child itching knowing).

Madi enne pinneyum baadhichu tudangiyirikkunnu... ithu ivied vechu avasanippichillel njan orukaalathum ithu post cheyyilla... ithu njan fbyil post cheyyum... Njaum immni valya oru Fb sensation aakatte :D .... Joker signing off

Key takeaways: Manassu oru marayonthu pole aanu. athinu thonnumbol athu colour maarum

THE POST WHICH SHOULD NEVER BE READ

I am one lazy bugger. I love to write but I am too lazy to put finger to keyboard so as to speak. now that the world around me is talking about the one bad night in a future corp banker's life and this being it. my future being as ambiguous as it can be I am not a stakeholder in the above equation.
so anyway this is rantin raving and rambling me who is in charge now. i thot about a million good topics to write since the last post. my brain being as slow and lazy as me, had forgotten each and everyone of them. so if anyone care to read this, this is bullshit like the usual stuff i write.
since i am not in my senses as usual, i take this opportunity to excavate the dump of my mind and pick out the thoughts on love.
this is being typed 15 mins and one cigarette since the last sentence.I have no freakin clue what to write about love. this also brought to my attention that i suck at relationships. i think i am wired to be a sociopath and being clumsy in a group. parading a girl around is not my brand of smokes.
moving over, what else can i talk on??? could do a million things from social problems to business strategies and all that shit that are collateral to being an MBA.But why??? people like are opinion writers. i pen down what comes into my mind. i seldom go back and correct whatever i have written. i never read back and i never even check for typos. this helps preserve the authenticity of my opinion. so coming back to opinion writers, they are never meant to make differences. they may make people aware or even succeed in convincing them on their point of view. bur at the end of the day the mob psychology works out and they ignore opinions. so why choose opinion writing to analysis based blog ??? this leads to the magical world of the psychology of blogger.
the question is why ppl blog???
one is that they want to be heard. not as if they have revolutionary ideas or anything but the truth is that anyone who blogs need one thing, ATTENTION. this is actually a method used to fulfill one's own self actualization needs. 99.99% blogs have one reader, the writer. all the social networking sites made things easier by posting this shit as updates so frnds can read (its the exact same shit i am going to do. i am posting this as a fb update. I need to feed my ego too).
anyway i am still stumbling and ranting. I do feel the need to curse n swear but somehow i am so docile today. **stopping in fear of being too random***
this is the most random shit post i have ever written. this is a reminder and lesson for me that how moronic I can be.this post is not for anyone to read but me :)

2009

this blog wudnt have happened if I havent had an urge to take a leak @ 4 ib the morning on JANUARY 1, 2010.
with this words I begin my journey to 2010 and i shud be looking back and thinkin bout wat all happened in 2009. but all i can think now is that I shud be brushing my teeth as soon as i finish this. last one week has been the only week in 2009 in which I havent had any intoxicants. 2009 was mad and as usual like a roller coaster. but damn my fate , my cart decided to detach from the rest n take a freestyle acrobatic ride than the usual one.
since i am lazier than usual, i shud be listing down all the things that happened to me last year :)
-started the year with a freakin exam followed by a trip to homeland where i grew up as a cub :P
-lived life like a moron for almost 360 days and like an imbecile for the rest
-stopped giving a flying fuck about academics (i've done that before but this time suffered for it, heavily)
-spend the worst two moths of my life in a shitty place, forced to socialize with the biggest arsehole I have ever seen :(
-had the shortest ever relationship in my life, 2 days :)
-did the mistake of going back to that relationship
-had a mad blast at Delhi during summers,passed out in delhi, woke up at gurgaon
-flunked in IIM (read long term strategy considering recession n shit :P)
-realized that Febna's theory regarding my lady friends are true (supported by staggering empirical eveidence)
-realised I am not a quitter, at least when it comes to smoking
-tried out various deadly concotions which includes green dragon
-i hate arseholes who study too much and have zero practical knowledge
-spend the laziest june in my life doing nothin but eatin, sleepin and productively wasting my time.
-realised the fact that the only ladies u can depend on are ur mom and ur friends' girlfriends. they will always love u more than ur ladyfriends :)
-trued to keep a tortoise as a pet
- renewed my hate for Excel and Powerpoint
-discovered Counterstrike Condition Zero is a religion
-started smoking pipe
-stopped using cell phone
-2009 was a puke free year despite binge drinking sprees on regular intervels
-missed homefood n Tvm like mad
-realised the above statement is false
-turned into a hardcore insomniac
-failed to impress girls :) (24 years in a row)
-rediscovered my passion for sketching
-never missed an exam(also read, studied minimal quantity)
-found amazing friends
-increased my knowledge in botany
-failed to keep a pet
-got stranded in various airports and train stations
-pierced my ear
-shaved my head
-reduced weight
-did not fuck a whore
-purposefully performed bad in an interview
-scared the livng shit out of several people
-went on an amazing date to a zoo :D(yup, ZOO)
-missed many who didn't miss me
-did not attend even a single wedding or engagement if that matters
-Wikipedia is God's way of telling "knock, and it shalt be open"
-started drinking beer and rum again
-narrowly escaped death several times
-missed cooking
-forgot birthdays and got kicked for it
-learned to roll a cigarette
-tried learning guitar
-failed to understand the female of the species
-doubted the existance of own lungs
-passed out only thrice in the whole year
-got a diagonosis of keratoconus
-switched over to contact lenses
-lost and gained weight like the sensex
-recognized music as the religion of the masses
-failed to die

these are some of the dumbest things I did. i am sure there wud be more , but then again laziness is my excuse for stop tappin on the keyboard. 2010 will be good so was 2009. there are no bad years only bad people :)